i sit here. posted. no care in life. dont care about you, or who you know.
every day passes feeling unaccomplished and unkown. Theres nothing i can do to switch or change this feeling. Having to deal withe shit talking, drama, and untrusting people. Theres nothing i have left in me. Feel empty. Negetaive thouths at one point, and positive thoughts at another. Dreams start to die off. Hoping fades. and all i have i have to deal is with myself. no worry, no problem, no struggle. Writting freely, being free with no worries. thats the one dream that may never be accomplishable.

Work Ethic...

im at my pops factory right now in the sleeping room bein a lazy ass mofuka lol. 

i would help if they needed me but most times its so hectic that they forget i came haha. is kool doe i found out some shit news. a restaraunt my dad deleivers too. stole 90 g's from him. i was fukin shocked. not that the woman jacked my dad but that my dad can make 90 g's like nothing. it because he has work ethic. 

words of the day: work ethic

Love

What is the real meaning of love?

love to me is a confusing ass subject. y do i gotta worry about my girl. isnt when u first start a relationship everythings supposed to be happy? 

why do i have to feel so crappy. even though ive only been with my girlfrend for a week. its fuckin confusing at times. fuck life. 

words of the day: FML 

Girlfriends...

how the hell do you know how a girls feeling. how the hell do you know if they really wanna be with you. shit gets so confusing at time i dont even have any will power to think at times. why the hell do i needa get so confused about my girl. she dont let me even relax. life is twisted at timess. at times i wanna throw all i have away and start new. new girl, new life, new future

laid off...

i feel like ive been laying my blogg off. i havent wrote in my blog for centuries lol. well ive been pretty good lately. juss hangin out everday damn day lol. for my words of wisdom.. is use money wiseely. dont waste it like me on pc and cigs lol 

wise word for today. kevin kim ^^

sad fellow..

Sup blogg. not feeling to mighty today. after everything in my life just started to feel good. it straight went downhill. more and more fights with my moms. fihts with sisters. stupic school troubles. well imma try to keep myself up and happier. maybe next time i read this post ill feel like i was stupid. juss remember try to stop yelling at your moms to much

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Inspired Soul..

I feel Great Like frosted flakes. [; 

Inspiration :  a divine influence or action on a person believed to qualify him or her to receive and communicate sacred revelation

How i feel inspiration towards music is unexplainable. I feel the great power of music going through my lungs and heart. The soothing of music clears my soul of all bad things and cleans it with pure complexity. Music is great and soulful

That are my thoughts for today.